Friday, September 16, 2016

Take it all in

Bohemian whimsical beach style shot in gorgeous natural hike of fort funston in san francisco, marin, california on Bryn Newman by John Thatcher and urban outfitters understated leather collaboration jacket shot in venice beach california on bryn newman
Moving across the world has been such an adjustment. I have enjoyed the self discovery over the past few months, from growing and meeting new friends to finally doing art again. Though I hate everything I make at least for a few days, then look at it again and begin to enjoy it. Ah, the troubles of art. But besides 'finding myself' I have been thinking about life back in the states a lot. These photos which I shared on instagram, but not on here are a perfect segue to talk about what I've been feeling lately. Because I am sure you definitely care. *Sarcasm*

I can't begin to tell you how soft my heart gets when it comes to thinking of the past. I think this melancholic feeling is just heightened from getting older. Being a year older this past August, just means another year in the past to reminisce on. I look back and miss so much. But I look back with this idealist vision of the way things were, yes some parts of my past were magical..growing up in a beachside town, silly nights with my friends, etc. But I was really so miserable in high school I had to do my junior and senior year at once just to get out as soon as I could.

It's a funny thing to consider, the past, the future, the present. For some reason we always want and need something, rather than just being content with our lives as they are. The bright side is, this urge drives you to continue to move forward in life, but I constantly have to remind myself how important it is to appreciate the present. Because nothing truly exists other than the current moment. And how beautiful the breeze is, your breath, and the sights and sounds of the very moment you're living in, in that very moment. Take it all in, one thing at a time. Take one single minute and think about it...promise it will make you feel a little differently than you'd think.

So to celebrate the now-ness and the super chell-ness we should all be living...enjoy this chell playlist I made.


Bohemian whimsical beach style shot in gorgeous natural hike of fort funston in san francisco, marin, california on Bryn Newman by John Thatcher and urban outfitters understated leather collaboration jacket shot in venice beach california on bryn newman

Bohemian whimsical beach style shot in gorgeous natural hike of fort funston in san francisco, marin, california on Bryn Newman by John Thatcher and urban outfitters understated leather collaboration jacket shot in venice beach california on bryn newman

Bohemian whimsical beach style shot in gorgeous natural hike of fort funston in san francisco, marin, california on Bryn Newman by John Thatcher and urban outfitters understated leather collaboration jacket shot in venice beach california on bryn newman

Bohemian whimsical beach style shot in gorgeous natural hike of fort funston in san francisco, marin, california on Bryn Newman by John Thatcher and urban outfitters understated leather collaboration jacket shot in venice beach california on bryn newman

Bohemian whimsical beach style shot in gorgeous natural hike of fort funston in san francisco, marin, california on Bryn Newman by John Thatcher and urban outfitters understated leather collaboration jacket shot in venice beach california on bryn newman

Bohemian whimsical beach style shot in gorgeous natural hike of fort funston in san francisco, marin, california on Bryn Newman by John Thatcher and urban outfitters understated leather collaboration jacket shot in venice beach california on bryn newman
Bohemian whimsical beach style shot in gorgeous natural hike of fort funston in san francisco, marin, california on Bryn Newman by John Thatcher and urban outfitters understated leather collaboration jacket shot in venice beach california on bryn newman
Bohemian whimsical beach style shot in gorgeous natural hike of fort funston in san francisco, marin, california on Bryn Newman by John Thatcher and urban outfitters understated leather collaboration jacket shot in venice beach california on bryn newman
Bohemian whimsical beach style shot in gorgeous natural hike of fort funston in san francisco, marin, california on Bryn Newman by John Thatcher and urban outfitters understated leather collaboration jacket shot in venice beach california on bryn newman
Bohemian whimsical beach style shot in gorgeous natural hike of fort funston in san francisco, marin, california on Bryn Newman by John Thatcher and urban outfitters understated leather collaboration jacket shot in venice beach california on bryn newman
Bohemian whimsical beach style shot in gorgeous natural hike of fort funston in san francisco, marin, california on Bryn Newman by John Thatcher and urban outfitters understated leather collaboration jacket shot in venice beach california on bryn newman


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